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  ‘Oh.’ She bit her lip but the giggle continued anyway.

  ‘I’m serious.’ He sat upright, angry and frustrated and so, so painfully hard. ‘Can you really do a one-night stand, Roxie? Can you really stay emotionally disconnected? First lovers usually go hand in hand with first love—involving more emotions than you intend simply because you don’t have the experience to control them. I don’t want emotional entanglement. I don’t want commitment. If we did this it would matter more to you than it would to me.’

  ‘No, it wouldn’t,’ she denied it. ‘All that matters to me is having it good and I know it’ll be that way with you.’

  He screwed his eyes shut tight, because he knew it would be so much more than good. ‘You’re a virgin. A drunk virgin,’ he reminded himself. ‘What am I thinking trying to have this conversation now? Get the hell out of here.’

  ‘I’m not drunk,’ she asserted bluntly. ‘I want you. And I don’t want anything more than tonight.’

  His eyes shot open and he took a deep, pained gulp for sanity.

  ‘Isn’t it every man’s fantasy to initiate a woman in the art of sensual pleasure?’ She sighed with the most witchery smile he’d ever seen. ‘Why not show me how good it can be?’

  He’d been hard for her since the moment he’d found her red-eyed scrubbing the shower—long before she’d told him her secret. But her devastating frankness—that mix of innocence and carnal desire—made him want her all the more. Hell, yes, he wanted to show her how good it could be. But he couldn’t. He just couldn’t.

  Wild with both her and himself, he threw off the sheet and swung out of bed.

  Open-mouthed, Roxie gazed as he stood up. He was hotter than she’d imagined. His abs rippled beneath golden skin and a smattering of dark hair that arrowed down to emphasise the huge hard-on he was packing. He advanced towards her with aggression inked all over him. Some of her bubbles popped. ‘What are you doing?’

  ‘Frogmarching you home. Leaving you there. Alone.’

  But his body gave him away. And they both knew it.

  She shook her head. ‘I never should have told you.’

  ‘No, I’m glad you told me. I can stop us both making a big mistake.’

  Emboldened by that skyscraper of an erection, she walked up to him. ‘How can it be a mistake, Gabe? When we both want it? I’m not a complete novice. I know how to stroke this.’

  This time she went straight for the kill—couldn’t resist the chance to hold. She cupped his balls, let her fingers feather up his shaft, let her thumb rub over the broad tip. Oh, she felt dizzy now.

  His hand tangled in her hair, fingers twisting in the strands and then tugging to pull her head back. Mouth open, breathing hard, she gazed up at him through half-closed lids. Unashamedly his to manipulate however he wanted.

  She heard him swear, the words so violently uttered she felt the wind gust over her face. Then he crushed her mouth beneath his.

  Finally.

  She’d been dreaming of this for days. And for once reality was better than dreams. No soft caress, it was all erotic, all consuming and carnal. She shook with the violence of need that erupted within her, with the violence of his kiss. She pushed through the initial shock of passion to move closer, deeper into him. Not wanting him to think she couldn’t handle all he could give. Because she knew she could, now she wanted it all—with a fury that might have frightened her had she been one hundred per cent herself. But the last hint of caution had been drowned—bubbles flowed through her veins, effervescent, exhilarating, exquisite. And not the champagne; not the alcohol. Pure joy at being this close to someone. This one person, whose simple presence could set off an uncontrollable, instinctive reaction within her. And now he was where she’d wanted him most—pouring his fiery energy and focus on her. Desperately she strained, her tongue lashing with his, shivering in his embrace yet wanting closer. She curled one leg around his, bringing her pelvis into direct contact with his. But it wasn’t enough. It still wasn’t enough.

  Gabe’s hands clenched hard on her body when he felt her leg slide around his, when he felt her core. Even through her knickers he felt the dampness. The evidence of how ready for him she was.

  He nearly lost his mind. And it really didn’t help that she was lapping up the kiss that he knew was too rough. He forced himself to ease off, to be a little more gentle. At the very least he could do that for her.

  But she mewled, her chin lifting, her lips catching his again—her tongue assaulting his mouth, her hands taking him in a too tight clutch. She was as rough as he.

  ‘Gabe.’ It was a demand for everything.

  Frustration made him shake, until he grabbed her butt in his hands and lifted her, carrying her to his bed. He lay her back on it, lay on her. Taking pleasure in the groaning sigh she gave as he let her take the bulk of his weight. He rose a little on his elbows so his pelvis ground harder into hers.

  Her pupils dilated. He saw the blood beating its rosy path to her cheeks, her lips. There was no denying she wanted it—him. She arched, her hips thrusting. Inexperienced she might be, but she had all the right instincts.

  Gabe bent his head and kissed her, letting them both drown in the powerful pleasure of it again. His head spinning at how good it felt to be with her like this. But the alarm in the back of his brain was ringing louder and louder and louder. If he did this now, he wouldn’t be able to live with himself. She’d been drinking and he hadn’t. But he couldn’t not touch her. He ached to satisfy her. Ached to satisfy himself. Only the former was allowed. Even then he enforced limited options on himself. He wasn’t going to take advantage of her condition. She wasn’t sure of all she was offering. Her defences were totally down—thanks to some expensive champagne. It was not okay to take her at her word.

  But the way she moved was just killing him. The way she kissed. Passionate and hungry. She rubbed against him, hitching her dress so they could lie skin to skin.

  He buried his face in her neck, all his weight pinning her now, his cock straining to push through the thin barriers between them. He could feel her tiny movements, the friction an intense, intolerable tease.

  How was he supposed to resist her sighs and pleas and writhing body? How was he supposed to deny her the pleasure she sought?

  He shifted, forcing himself away, keeping her in place with a heavy thigh rather than his whole body. He kissed her and swept his hand up under her skirt, finding those lace-edged knickers so quickly, sliding beneath them with even greater ease. He moaned into her mouth as he felt the hot wetness. Then he focused. Stroked. The lightest brush with the tip of his finger against the small nub that would send her into orbit if he did it right.

  Seemed he did it right because her moan then, was the pure sound of sensual pleasure. He felt the throb as blood pulsed, swelling her sex, feminine moisture slicking her more—preparing her for his invasion. He ached to plunge his fingers deep, his shaft, his whole damn self. So desperately he wanted to bury deep inside her and ride hard and furious to an orgasm he knew would be out of this world. Because she was out of this world, the most beautiful, passionate woman.

  His frustrated passion found release in her mouth. He rammed his tongue deep and rhythmic. Barely a kiss, more a brutal display of unbridled desire. But she took it, her neck arching, her whole body arching, making herself more accessible, more vulnerable to him. Even more impossible to resist. But he did—refusing to possess her sex, just touching her sweet spot so, so lightly. He pulled back the urgency of the kiss too—worked hard to play more, to tease her more. As she arched higher still her hands raked his back. He almost burst out of his skin, had never felt lust as painful as this. His heart hammered, his skin coated with sweat even though he was barely moving. Holding back required the most extreme effort of his life.

  He felt her scream as those exquisite sensations shuddered through her, but he wouldn’t release her from his kiss, nor from the soft strokes of his finger back and forth and round and round. Not entering her, ju
st rubbing, rubbing, rubbing, teasing that pulsing nub mercilessly. She shook, her body taut and then trembling as the orgasm tumbled her into those moments of mindlessness. He persevered, relentless in his need to wring it all from her, to exhaust her. Her fingernails scratched hard. He pressed her deeper into the bed. His mouth pleasuring hers until she went completely lax.

  Only then did he ease back, pulling her to her side to cradle her from behind, trying to regulate his breathing and the unbearable agony inside.

  ‘Oh, Gabe,’ she breathed. A sound filled with satisfaction.

  ‘Shh.’ He stroked her hair, pulled her dress back down over her thighs and waited for sleep to claim her.

  Mercifully it wasn’t long before it did. And then she was a warm soft bundle in his bed. And he couldn’t move. His swollen cock was so sensitive even the brush of the cotton sheet above him hurt it. He gritted his teeth, willing it to subside. But lay awake for hours tormenting himself with visions of what he could have done, once would have done without a second thought.

  Having a conscience really sucked.

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  WHEN Roxie woke she was alone. She blinked at the familiar walls. She was in her room—she’d woken up every morning here for almost her entire life.

  Only now she remembered. Now it was all different.

  She lifted the sheet, saw she still wore her dress, her underwear. She dropped the sheet and slumped back down on the pillow. Gabe wasn’t there, of course. And she remembered it all. The ferocious kisses, the feel of his weight, the way he’d touched her until she’d come.

  But that had been all.

  But, damn it, it wasn’t going to be all any more. Now she knew he dreamed of her just as she did him. So there was to be no more pretending otherwise. She wriggled out of her dress, knickers and bra. She refused to leave his bed until he’d come as hard as she had. It was only fair, after all. So she lay back and waited. Trying not to lose her nerve.

  Fortunately, she didn’t have to wait long. He appeared in the doorway in dark jeans and nothing else. She figured he’d taken a shower given his hair was damp, his jaw clean-shaven. But he still managed to exude edginess—the grump was back.

  ‘Have you got a headache?’ he asked roughly.

  ‘No,’ she answered sweetly, stifling the butterflies in her stomach. ‘I wasn’t drunk, Gabe.’

  He cleared his throat and looked to the left of her. ‘Are you hungry?’

  ‘Yes,’ she said with determined sass, totally not meaning what he’d meant.

  He shot a heated glare at her.

  She smiled wider, because she wanted to get to him, she wanted to push him over his damn boundaries. ‘I remember everything.’

  He looked so uncomfortable then that Roxie’s anger began to bite. If he dared apologise she was going to have to hurt him.

  ‘You were tipsy,’ he said firmly. ‘I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have …’ His voice trailed off.

  Her turn to send a glare—an unforgiving look from top to—oh.

  Yeah, that was when she noticed that he was hard. That the bulge in the front of his jeans was nowhere near normal size. That his lickable nipples were taut. That despite the heat of the morning, there were goosebumps peppering his skin.

  Her flash of anger fled and amusement—elation—emboldened her. She sat up, clutching the sheet to her chest for a last second as she got out of the bed. Once standing, she let the sheet fall.

  ‘Gabe,’ she murmured. As she walked towards him she ran her hands down her sides and let her hips sway. Her whole body was ready to sway with his.

  He stared, his mouth open, frozen to the spot.

  That reaction was all she needed to lose every last inhibition. ‘You really don’t need to feel bad about doing something that I’d already done to myself.’

  His eyes widened, darkened, heated. His mouth shut then opened again before shutting a final time. Clearly rendered speechless. Dull colour washed over his cheekbones. It was the first time Roxie had seen a man blush.

  She got within touch distance and let her amusement warm her whisper. ‘I’ve been thinking about you a lot.’

  ‘What were you doing when you were thinking about me?’ he answered, completely hoarse.

  She ran her tongue along her lips and smiled.

  Almost helplessly, he lifted his hands, held them just in front of her. ‘What did you imagine these were doing when you were thinking of me?’

  She took them in her own and guided them towards her body. Placed one on her breast. His fingers automatically moved to cup her flesh, to graze over her tight nipple. His other hand she placed palm down on her belly and covered it with her own. Slowly she pushed their fingers down and down.

  ‘What did you dream I would do?’ he whispered.

  ‘Everything,’ she murmured, shifting so her feet were slightly further apart. ‘I imagined everything.’

  ‘Hell, Roxie,’ he muttered. ‘How am I supposed to resist you?’

  She smiled. ‘You’re not.’

  ‘Every time I close my eyes, you’re here,’ he confessed. His fingers teased—her nipple, her sex.

  Her eyes were half closed now as she shivered. ‘Does the reality live up to the dream?’

  ‘I’ll make it,’ he promised. ‘I’ll do that for you.’

  ‘You did last night,’ she said. ‘But I’m taking it all today, Gabe.’

  She threaded her fingers through his hair and held him still as she reached up and kissed him.

  In a second he claimed dominance, crushing her mouth beneath his. Instantly as carnal and passionate and furious as last night. His tongue impolite, demanding, his hands hauling her closer, the denim rough on her naked skin.

  ‘Are you sure you can handle this,’ he demanded, breathing heavily.

  She leaned closer, resting her weight on him. ‘I want more.’

  She wasn’t afraid of the strength rippling through him. The way he’d shown her that passion unleashed last night. She liked it. Her mouth felt huge from the pressure of the kiss just now. All she wanted was another one.

  ‘More,’ she muttered again, reaching onto tiptoe to press her lips to his again. More, more, more.

  Sunlight streamed through the windows. There was no need for the duvet. He threw back the coverings leaving only the sheet-clad mattress and pillows beneath them. She reached round his waist from behind and unfastened his jeans. She pushed them—and the boxers beneath—down. Her hand cupping him for only a second before he spun to face her, to seize her wrists.

  She liked seeing him naked in broad daylight. Able to watch the movement of strong muscles beneath golden skin. To feel the focus in his now pure-black eyes. To taste the sparkle as sweat slicked his skin. And she was so hot.

  He tumbled her to the bed—thankfully, because her legs had lost all boldness now. He kissed her mouth, her face, her neck, then back to her mouth again as if he couldn’t bear to leave it for long. His hands swept down her body, stroking every over-sensitive spot with teasing touches—alternately light and firm. She couldn’t bear to wait much longer. So wanting—so wanton—and ready.

  But he peeled away from her. She gasped, panicking. ‘Don’t leave me now. Don’t you dare stop.’

  ‘I’m not strong enough to stop,’ he muttered, his gaze fiercely scraping down her naked body. ‘Not again.’

  The passionate look in his eyes sent tremors along her nerves. ‘Gabe.’

  He swiftly reached under the bed, struggled to rip the plastic wrap sealing the box of condoms. She sat up and watched as he rolled it down his erection. He glanced up and caught her. She smiled. He smiled back.

  Yeah, happiness surged as she realised he’d laid down his weapons. He couldn’t deny it any more and she no longer had to fight him for it.

  He pinned her to the bed with his weight. ‘There’s no going back now.’

  ‘Good.’ She wasn’t afraid.

  He kissed her, his knees pushing her legs further apart as he settled over her. Excit
ed, she wriggled closer. She could feel him, heavy, thick, just out of reach. Her heart thudded and she clasped his shoulders, pressing kisses on his jaw. He put his other hand between them, his fingers seeking her first, teasing in circles, while he kissed a burning trail from one breast to the other, until she was breathing hard and wet and rocking to an ever-increasing rhythm, urgently needing that satisfaction.

  ‘I don’t want to come without you,’ she panted, desperate for him to take her.

  He grazed the soft swell of her breast with his teeth. ‘You can come again with me.’

  She arched, rigid, on the brink of release. ‘No, I want all of you now,’ she begged.

  ‘Don’t limit yourself,’ he muttered. ‘Indulge.’

  It was too late to deny it anyway. Ecstasy slammed into her. She shuddered, lost in the intensity of the tumbling sensations. Her fingers curled into his broad shoulders as she convulsed, desperate still to draw him closer.

  As her screams ebbed he encouraged, his voice thick with satisfaction, his words hot and thrilling. ‘Now you’re going to come again.’

  Panting, she shook her head, certain it was impossible.

  ‘Yes,’ he muttered. ‘Think yes.’

  He shifted, so he was no longer touching her intimately, lifting his hands to toy with her nipples instead, pressing kisses to the vulnerable pulse points on her neck. Keeping her in the moan zone but carefully not touching where she was too sensitive. Not yet. And slowly that hazy giddiness receded as she became aware of need knifing through her—even more urgent than before.

  ‘Yes,’ she repeated his mutter. Anticipation, energy flooded back—nothing but erotic hunger in her body. She rocked her hips up to his, seeking his touch there again. Now.

  Wickedly he smiled. ‘Oh, yes.’ He kissed her, his mouth and tongue staking the claim the rest of him was about to.

  His hand moved between them again. She felt him gently rubbing, only this time it wasn’t his fingers, but the head of his erection sliding back and forth at the entrance of her slick folds, spreading her damp signs of delight, almost, almost becoming part of her. She sucked in air but it did nothing to cool her. She rocked harder, trying to force him to hurry, but he just chuckled. She ran her hand down his back, clutched his butt, urging him closer, while her other hand pushed into his hair, pulling him back for another of those possessive, passionate kisses. She moaned, so excited by his teasing strokes, so on the edge of her next orgasm.